I'm extremely tired of being on the internet, the more I spend my time on social media the less I want to be on social media. I've been enjoying researching and doing math. The world is filled with slop, short-form content, endless scrolling and constant over stimulation from just everything in the world. Now in the fast moving world of AI, I couldn't care less about the next "leap" of frontier models, it is realistically a +- 5 difference in intelligence. I use GLM 5.3 Flash on daily basis and it is MORE than enough, if you need to use Fable or Astra, I'm sorry, you are bad at what you do. I began using socials to teach people about the online-world of privacy, however the changes have made people care less and less and it feels more and more like a niche problem. It was really encouraging to see how the world reacted to Flock cameras, it gave me hope that not all hope was lost. For about 7 months I've been dealing with some headache and tiredness issues. The beginning of the year I was barely able to stay awake for 3-5 hours. Today I was able to stay awake for the whole day, so I am super proud of myself. I'm tired, I'm tired of being tired and I want to go back to feeling in tip top shape, I've been operating at 20% capacity for the last 7 months and it sucks. I hope I'll be able to find the treatment needed to fix this overtime, as long as it gets better I'm happy and optimistic.