I can't get out of bed anymore. As a kid? Couldn't sleep past 6am. Too much to do. Life was one giant adventure. Then something shifted. Around high school, the magic drained out. More time spent doing what I was *supposed* to do. Less time doing what I *wanted* to do. Teachers telling me what matters. Society telling me what success looks like. Everyone imposing their directive on my life. That's when mornings became hard. Because when you're living someone else's vision, why get up? The question isn't "what do I have to do today?" It's "what do I actually want to do?" Freedom means choosing your own directive. https://vryfokkenou.com/2017/01/08/to-do-or-dont/

No matter the situation, you have only two choices. Always and everywhere. Resist, or surrender to what is. And only once you surrender to what already is do you have any power to influence what has not yet happened. It is not through resistance to the past or the present that you change the future.

this is insane!

Thank you !