As a SAHM for two years, others might say I was so lucky because we can afford me not working so I could be hands on in taking care of our child. Yes,.they are right and I was grateful on that part. Still, it was so hard especially if that I was used of working, having money on my own. Then, all of a sudden, I became a financially dependent to my husband 🥹. I badly wanted to go back working, but I can't leave my son in others care! #sahm #momsthoughts