
Hey Nostr! Just wanted to leave my daily "pain" here. Maybe it will help. Lately I came across photos of the originals I sold, and I felt a deep sence of loss😶 Like a big, dark wave, it swallowed me. The realization that I haven’t created anything new for almost three months – and that I don’t have the strength to — makes me feel miserable and angry at myself. The need for money and a new visa (which are connected) is just killing my artistic spark. It's sad. For now, I'm trying to find a stable job and hoping that I'll reconnect with my art.